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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

No Kind of Life.

So I can't sleep.

I feel like I've been shattered over and over again. Past the point where the little shards could be put back together again. Over and over again beyond that. Until I those shards are simply grains of sand. Sand easily blown away by the wind. I'm losing myself. Or maybe I'm just changing. Its not easy. Life isn't easy. I've always know this. Life shouldn't be like this though. This is no kind of life.

3 comments:

Danielle said...

And so faith is closing your eyes and following the breath of your soul down to the bottom of life, where existence and nonexistence have merged into irrelevance. All that matters is the little part you play in the vast drama.

-anonymous author of reallivepreacher.com

TRD said...

I am sorry for the pain you are going through. I wish there was more that I could say...I have been lucky in that I have not lost anyone. Either they passed when I was younger and have no recollection of them, or I was never close to them to begin with. Be strong...it seems you have been for so long.

-Rob

Jones said...

When things get this bad the only thing I can tell myself is... They will get better. It'll always get better.