A Reason.

So last night was obviously a weak point in my strong front. I thank all those who talked to me and left me comments. Having support helps tremendously. And of course I have my family.

I'm not so much of a negative person. I usually look around to the brighter side of things. My outlook on life is strongly influenced by the "every cloud has a silver lining" approach to life. Through everything thats happened to me I've always been like that. Perhaps its naive. Perhaps its one of the reasons this is so hard right now.

I've had a lot on my mind these last few days. I failed to mention the fact that Saturday I drove up to VT to see my cousin run in a track meet. She runs for University of Alabama Huntsville. It was pretty amazing. The number of people in the indoor track was simply astounding. There was virtually no seating. It was truly an experience.

It rained last night. I left my car window down. A cat (or some other kind of animal...Personally I hope it was a cat) got in my car and shredded a mcdonalds bag full of trash and papers where I'd cleaned out my armrest yesterday when I was bored. That should be fun to clean up eventually.

I got Bomar--my fitness coach and one of the track coachs--to give me extra credit for being at that track meet. Maybe. He said he would if I could tell him one of the events that one of King's girls ran in. I was pretty sure one ran the 400....and he wanted to know if she was black or white and I said I had no idea that I just remember seeing king on a uniform. Thats where the maybe comes in.

Heres a quote from Marilyn Monroe. “I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."